Excitably Engaged

Eric + Ilene
My BIL is getting married
and the happy couple could not be more excited!

i think those feelings are contagious and i love it.
i love the idea that you promise your whole self to someone
and not even death can separate what you have
that's real love
and i love loving
it's a favorite pastime for me
i'm not an overly emotional person
but birth control helps me tear up
and have my heart touched more often
thanks BC, i enjoy having you in my life.
I am planning Ilene's bridal shower in UT
do you know her and live in UT? let me know

it makes me reflect on Mark and I
do i tell him i love him enough?
do i remember to do nice things for him?
does he put effort into making me happy?

we are both VERY independent
so we have to remember to need each other
and to spend quality time together
to put effort into finding things
we love about each other

if it was possible
i would love him too much
but it's not possible
so i'll just keep it up :)